"i love you dont you ever think of me"

so many sleepless nights haunted by anxiety of the last 5 years.

really, are we going through this again?

i am here to answer your call at 130am, and your call at 2:30am, and yours at 4:30am.

im sorry we are all awake at awful hours, riddled with feelings of weird.

i love you my friends.

not here

im not there, youre not here.

weather report for barcelona from a dear friend:

today: surrounded by the catalñian mountain range- pale blue in the distance from my 11th fllor window. barcelona has blue skies; conditions are kinda dry for barcelona - humidity at a low - say...25 degrees C with a soft cool breeze. Visability is hazer and so the seas horizon is slightly obscured.. Still seas.

take me back a 8 hours. ill return the same favour again.

home.

i tried to find a picture to sum up what exactly i am feeling, but found nothing just quite right.

my place feels lonely tonight, but the kind of lonely that feels alright. the kind that makes you want to go to the country, watch horses, and laze in the sun with someone comfortable.

summer dreaming....